I hate the world today.

I hate the world today. I hate these kinds of days when I have a lot of unnecessary things in mind. Today is one of the days when I want to run to the church, break down and cry. I have been having sleepless nights and I wish I can just evaporate and be in another place at once. I hate the way things are right now. I hate that I am indecisive. I hate that I am stuck here. I hate that I feel hurt. I hate that I am confused. I hate that I am wavering.

Lord I know that you are with me. Please enlighten my mind and strengthen my faith. I am at lost in the midst of wilderness. I am hurt and I want to cry. I know that you hear me. In Jesus name I pray. Amen