Way back into love

I have been dealing with lots of things since I started working homebased. There's mom who's always nagging, dad who's a little untidy, brother who's lazy, bf who's million miles away, internet that's very often intermittent, brownouts, hot weather, no social life, church that's 3 hours away, can't go to my favorite restaurants in the city, can't even get a Starbucks coffee, students who are freaking annoying at times. I swear I can go on and on and on. I've got so many things going on that's been driving me insane. I've been whining about every single matter. And I thought....' God, I'm tired. ' 'What happened to the things you taught me.' 'Where's all the joy and patience and kindness and gentleness and love and self-control that I used to have?' I'm tired. And the Holy Spirit spoke to me and said, 'well, you still have all those things. It's the way you see things; and the way you're seeing your situation is way low. Where you are right now is exactly where God wants you to be. It's your training ground.'

Thanks to my daily dose of Joyce Meyer.

Glory to God who never gets tired of me and never fails to remind me of my purpose; who constantly loves me unconditionally despite of who I am and what I've done.

I'm half way back to my real self and I'm glad.

Glory to God in the Highest!